Archive for February, 2003

Experiences

What experiences have you had that you can attribute to a higher power? That would have to be my son, Ethan.  He was born in 1991.  The family we had blended together, was coming loose at the seams.  They were all teenagers, or soon would be.  And all of them were unhappy about life.  Our […]

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I did good

TODAY  I actually did something right tonight.  Otherwise, it would not have been a good situation.  David called me from the grocery store to see if there was anything else we needed.  And he told me he had gotten 2 money orders for a couple of bills he needed to pay.  He said something about […]

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The shell I see

I sat and wondered where it all beganHow this existence came to be.I’m quiet; pondering; rethinking life,As I lie beside the sea.
I don’t care much to look at myself.I’m not impressed at all.I tend to see the ugliness -And build another wall.

I notice the wrong, and ignore the right.Suffocated by this disquise.I’m too […]

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Attitude

Today   I  slowly came to the realization that no matter what I do, it isn’t right.   Which isn’t to say I’m wrong.  Its just that he will always find something to find fault, no matter what I do.  Case in point:  For years, I have been afraid of him, to tell him things, when it comes […]

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Family Sunday

Today has NOT going like I had anticipated, but still pretty much par for the course.  And,  I’m not fighting for my “Sunday’s” nearly as hard as I used to.  With David being home most nights now, if it ends up that he has things he has to do on Sunday, I think I can […]

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